I signed up for my kids but found out I have been a way bigger victim than they are

I signed up for my kids but found out I have been a way bigger victim than they are. Every question I have ever wondered about myself, my personality, I got the answer today. I really need to heal myself first. As I am a sufferer and 4 kids depend on me and we all live in the same house with my 2 narcissist parents and a covert narcissist husband, and I have e been so traumatized my whole life, my life became dysfunctional and nobody is on my side. I have been checking often your website and hoping if there are ever any 1:1 session you offer with discount even for a short period of time for victims like me who can’t afford $200/hr, I will certainly book sessions with you. Honestly, I have never felt so understood by anyone in my life as you. You always speak my life. Even listening to you is rewarding. My condition is so bad that I get panic attacks every minute but I really am praying to get better. Thank you for what you do and for offering a workshop that I could afford to join. I am so glad I signed up.